In the beginning I thought I was the normal girl. My heart always felt like There was something missing. Wads it Love? This obsession I had with you. It was crazy every time I saw you I found your mate and you began to express me. The things you wrote is what In the back of mind always wanted to say out loud. When I held you in my hand I felt a warmth come over me. I shook the first time I read what you said. The inner thought and the expression was enough to throw Zane away. U made me feel like There was no one else for me. I just said Fuck my career if it was you I didn't want it. I never thought that you could do this me or guide me this far in my life. I rather have you in black than anything. Black not brown like my coffee. Without cream. You amaze others when your silent. Alter ego? I wonder are you. I never thought we could be this deep in love. I only want you. No other but the only thing is- There are so many of you. When I look I can't find one nor satisfied with one This obsession I have. Check This: Your only a pen. Expressing my thoughts through you. Loving you. The smell of you maybe strange but everything is a ten. I per fer a ballpoint. But look how far you have gotten me. I just want to thank you.